this is me.
Accept all of me, even my flaws as I accept EVERYTHING about you.
GZ
Monday, February 27, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
Fear
What do you know when something so great is about to come to an end.
When everythings changed, all the things we said we weren't going to do.
Yell at each other, be angry, impatient and everything else.
Fear is what I feel right now.
That this is the end for us, that there is no future, no more us.
What do you know when the end gets closer?
But I keep on telling myself, don't give up. Don't get angry and don't lose faith.
What ever happened to the happy, cheerful us? What ever happened to the happily ever after?
What has changed as I keep on asking myself.
The fear of losing you is no longer impossible.
And the thing is, I can't do anything to stop it from happening.
</3
When everythings changed, all the things we said we weren't going to do.
Yell at each other, be angry, impatient and everything else.
Fear is what I feel right now.
That this is the end for us, that there is no future, no more us.
What do you know when the end gets closer?
But I keep on telling myself, don't give up. Don't get angry and don't lose faith.
What ever happened to the happy, cheerful us? What ever happened to the happily ever after?
What has changed as I keep on asking myself.
The fear of losing you is no longer impossible.
And the thing is, I can't do anything to stop it from happening.
</3
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Domino
When one tumbles down, everything else follows.
I thought I can depend on you when I needed you the most, not to make me feel worse.
And you weren't there when that happened.
But rather you left me alone, by myself to handle it all.
And I can carry it all on my very own shoulders.
I don't need anyone, and I don't need you to make it all better
"never depend your happiness on someone else. You make yourself happy"
I thought I can depend on you when I needed you the most, not to make me feel worse.
And you weren't there when that happened.
But rather you left me alone, by myself to handle it all.
And I can carry it all on my very own shoulders.
I don't need anyone, and I don't need you to make it all better
"never depend your happiness on someone else. You make yourself happy"
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
"the higher you are, the harder you'll fall"
I actually don't know what to say/ write.
Yes, I'm shocked but not angry.
Disappointed but not upset.
But did I see it coming? Of course.
I knew how it was going to end, but for some reason it didn't stop me from it.
What I did was wrong, and I knew it while I was doing it.
But I guess it's all part of human nature to search for things,
to unlock the mystery and the uncertainty.
What was my motive I ask myself.
I honestly don't know. I wasn't searching for anything specific.
More or so to find what I don't know about you, what you've been hiding from me.
And I wondered, will we be here today if we were 100% open with each other from the start.
I've been open from the start but have you? Did you ever ask yourself that question..
And would I have accepted you if you were?
A girls intuition is always right.
My honest truth: I don't think you were being true to me from the start. You might be now but it didn't start that way.
I wasn't your priority and it was all fun and games for you.
And it makes me wonder, if you didn't have the right motive from the start, what makes it the right motive now.
Some girls can be treated like crap and take it.
While others can be the second best.
But I am none of the above. I'm not like the rest.
I will not lose respect or dignity for myself and I will not be second.
All I ask for is, was I on the top of your list or just a replacement?
To replace what you've lost, to fill the void, while you continue to dwell on the past.
If that's the case, then I'm speechless. And I feel cheated- on my emotions and on my time.
If only I had known, then I can guarantee that we would not be here today.
This is not saying that I regret of where we are, but I only wish I had knew everything from the start.
Your certainty and your faithfulness.
You can't control my feelings so it's my choice.
To control how I feel or to forgo it all.
<3
I actually don't know what to say/ write.
Yes, I'm shocked but not angry.
Disappointed but not upset.
But did I see it coming? Of course.
I knew how it was going to end, but for some reason it didn't stop me from it.
What I did was wrong, and I knew it while I was doing it.
But I guess it's all part of human nature to search for things,
to unlock the mystery and the uncertainty.
What was my motive I ask myself.
I honestly don't know. I wasn't searching for anything specific.
More or so to find what I don't know about you, what you've been hiding from me.
And I wondered, will we be here today if we were 100% open with each other from the start.
I've been open from the start but have you? Did you ever ask yourself that question..
And would I have accepted you if you were?
A girls intuition is always right.
My honest truth: I don't think you were being true to me from the start. You might be now but it didn't start that way.
I wasn't your priority and it was all fun and games for you.
And it makes me wonder, if you didn't have the right motive from the start, what makes it the right motive now.
Some girls can be treated like crap and take it.
While others can be the second best.
But I am none of the above. I'm not like the rest.
I will not lose respect or dignity for myself and I will not be second.
All I ask for is, was I on the top of your list or just a replacement?
To replace what you've lost, to fill the void, while you continue to dwell on the past.
If that's the case, then I'm speechless. And I feel cheated- on my emotions and on my time.
If only I had known, then I can guarantee that we would not be here today.
This is not saying that I regret of where we are, but I only wish I had knew everything from the start.
Your certainty and your faithfulness.
You can't control my feelings so it's my choice.
To control how I feel or to forgo it all.
<3
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Dream & Live
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
--James Dean
I will dream my future with you
and cherish every moment that I have.
Carpe Diem
<3
GZ
--James Dean
I will dream my future with you
and cherish every moment that I have.
Carpe Diem
<3
GZ
Thursday, January 19, 2012
big big world
I've been officially working for a year now. Can you believe that? because I can't.
It seems like I just graduated from college and was still applying to jobs. And I am still applying to jobs.
Recently, it seems that my ambitions have increased and I have more motivation than ever.
I want to strive for the better, for my family, for myself and for you.
I'm happy with where I am, but I want the best for us
There are so many possibilities out there, job opportunities and gateways that can take us endlessly through the world.
I have so many ideas in my head, so many dreams that I want to fulfill in this lifetime.
This year has started off great. This year I will take the initiative to make my dreams come true.
To take classes to further my education, to explore the entrepreneurship possibilities,
to further my relationship with my other half that I love so much and to prosper in any way possible in my life.
I can't see myself with anyone but you
you are my other half, the half that pushes me to do better.
you complement me like a missing piece of a puzzle
and I want to grow old with you
:)
GZ <3
It seems like I just graduated from college and was still applying to jobs. And I am still applying to jobs.
Recently, it seems that my ambitions have increased and I have more motivation than ever.
I want to strive for the better, for my family, for myself and for you.
I'm happy with where I am, but I want the best for us
There are so many possibilities out there, job opportunities and gateways that can take us endlessly through the world.
I have so many ideas in my head, so many dreams that I want to fulfill in this lifetime.
This year has started off great. This year I will take the initiative to make my dreams come true.
To take classes to further my education, to explore the entrepreneurship possibilities,
to further my relationship with my other half that I love so much and to prosper in any way possible in my life.
I can't see myself with anyone but you
you are my other half, the half that pushes me to do better.
you complement me like a missing piece of a puzzle
and I want to grow old with you
:)
GZ <3
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
the MIS of life
something so small, can be taken so wrong.
misinterpreted and miscommunication
misjudged and misunderstood
But times like these, brings out the dork in you :)
and makes me realize that you DO care and these things DO matter to you.
No matter what, just know that I won't give up on us if you don't
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=TdN5GyTl8K0
<3
GZ
misinterpreted and miscommunication
misjudged and misunderstood
But times like these, brings out the dork in you :)
and makes me realize that you DO care and these things DO matter to you.
No matter what, just know that I won't give up on us if you don't
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=TdN5GyTl8K0
<3
GZ
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